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我不説話,这里不需要说话12月15日 十二月十四日心是肉做的,是充满了感情的,起码我的是这样。
心不是石头做的,不是被理智支撑的,起码我的是这样。
心是会痛的,心是能流眼泪的,起码我能感觉的到。
今天,十二月十四日……
再见了,
再见了。
谢谢你…… 11月7日 25 岁 or 24 岁?8.8.2008-8.8.2009 今天来美国一周年。。。 时间真快, 好像又很慢。 算了,一言难尽。 4月10日 SUMMER 2009 Summer, 跟老板一起再搭建一个Engie dyno的实验室,开发一个Homogeneous Charge Compression Ignition (HCCI) engine! 然后横跨美国,Colorado-Arizona-Utah! hoho... upset 今天, 有点厌倦一个人飘泊在外面 我想有个家 其实,开着我的小富康挺开心的 为什么一定要宝马呢 多简单啊,弄那么复杂干嘛 11月24日 突然想写点东西 虽然不知道要写什么 虽然不知道能写什么 有的人总是能把文字写的那么漂亮 可是我就只是会重复 重复 仍然是 重复 或者是 乱七八糟的格式 加上 莫名的话 我总感觉我失去了所谓的感性 虽然我仍然没有理性 曾经有人说我是个多愁善感的孩子 曾经我经常喜欢做一些有趣的事情 但是现在我真的很研究生 搞不好 还博士 所以,今晚 我停下来想了想最近这几年脑子里面所存在的回忆 太可怕了,还是停止吧 然后 想了想以后的日子 好像会很好 希望会很好 但是我总是觉得 失去的会比得到的多 突然很想在雪山上大叫一声,然后被雪崩下来的雪球埋着 埋着 不要出来了 不行 我发现我已经表达不出来我要想说的话了 直说吧 我想 你可以看出我的生活跟这枯燥的文字没什么两样了 总之 我不喜欢现在这样脑子里面只有学习,工作,还有那部永远也修不完的宝马 但是 有选择吗 10月31日 铭记青春,好好生活回家?我没有家 我的家在车上,我的家在路上 天涯的地,无边的天 两极之间无穷的空间 恢弘万变的市场在呼唤
最近我经常做梦,做梦已经成为我生活中最重要的东西。 孤独的一个人做梦,在梦里游荡,在梦里漂泊,朝向不知走向哪里的方向漂泊。 我这孤独,并非死气沉沉,毫无生气的,它含有一股力量,它含有一股强大的生机。因为,我总觉得周围有一个庞大无比的空间,若有若无,若即若离,又像是在诱惑你,又像是在恐吓你,它好象在咫尺之外,又好像是远不可即。 这种捉摸不定的感觉,叫我害怕,然而它又不是那种叫人寒战的害怕,这害怕,更像是一种迷茫,一种不知所挫的茫然,所以,我就很想出发,很想走开,很想离开这个令人发狂的地方,尽管我根本搞不清楚自己到底要去什么地方。不过,我每天,我每天都渴望着进入那一场又一场的梦幻。 9月26日 Clemson University - International Center for Automotive Research FINALLY I get my research assistantship! It is so exciting that I will build a power commander! Heaven never cuts off a man’s means, there
is always a way out!
9月13日 darkness has not understood the shinesHave mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; according to your great compassion blot out my transgressions. Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin. For I know my transgressions, and my sin is always before me.
Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow. Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice.
Create in me a pure heart, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me. 9月4日 。。。You dont know whether you can sacrifice everything only to find her until you fall in love with her 4月19日 new days come...Texas A&M University - collage station
Clemson University
University of Michigan - Ann Arbor
Michigan Technological University
The HongKong Polytechic University 10月8日 sth about virtuepeople should not be praised for their virtue if they lack the energy to be wicked; in such case, goodness is merely the effect of indolence. 9月5日 to err is human, to forgive is divineParadoxically, we all searching an idol for guidance of our perplexed destination and extricating us from the mundane existence. But, from our inner space, we are voyeurs, we all want to witness somebody’s fall even though the man are divining by ourselves. On the grounds that we know we are incapable, we are harnessing by the fetters of our somatic restriction, we are yielding to the devil of our spirit. Therefore, some nefarious ideas come out from our depressive mind, such as peer. After all, peering into the failure of those who achieved our dreams allows us to live vicariously through those lives.
For more or less, everyone will fall in a certain time during their arduous life. No matter how unimpeachable he is, no matter how prudential he act. Yet, “to forgive is divine”. We cannot always polarize something as either black or white, or as either sacrosanct or flagitious. After all, we are living in a mundane reality which simply have nothing perfect. To learn how to love, nay, forgive makes the world better.
i am surprised yet do not be suprised as you sow, so shall you reap the secret of success is constancy of purpose remember adversity leads to prosperity
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WHY SHOULD I PAY FOR THIS!
WHY DO THIS TO ME!
I STRIVE FOR NOTHING BUT JUST A LITTLE TRUENESS!
JUST A LITTLE CONFIDENCE!
WHY!
AT THIS VERY MOMENT!
WHY SHOCK ME DOWN!
BE FIRM, AND JUST, AND TRUE!
WHEN SHALL A LIGHT FROM ON HIGH BEAM ON ME!
I PRAY FOR YOUR ABSOLUTION!
FOR MY CHILDISH IGNORANCE!
FOR MY PUISNE FIGHTINESS!
BUT HOW CAN I EXTRICATE FROM THESE FETTERS!
I AM SO TIRED.....
REALLY TIRED.....
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